God,the twin are spoiled and annoying as hell!
Amit2 bgt seh 2 anak itu. Hasil produk keluarga yg oveprotective and overbearing. "Ga mau blajar,miss","aku cape, miss". Yaelah,gw jg cape kali. Untung aja cuma 3 hari and besok itu hari terakhir. Wajar kan kl gw minta fee segitu per jamnya? Cape hati,bo! Ga lagi2 deh yaa...

Fathers seldom say "I love you"
Though the feeling 's always there,
But somehow those three little words
Are the hardest one to share.

And fathers say "I love you"
In ways that words can't match --
With tender bedtime stories --
Or a friendly game of catch !

You can see the words "I love you"
In a father's boyish eyes
When he runs home, all excited,
With a poorly wrapped surprise.

A father says "I love you"
With his strong helping hands --
With a smile when you're in trouble
With the way he understands.

He says "I love you" haltingly,
With awkward tenderness --
(It's hard to help a four-year-old into a party dress!)

He speaks his love unselfishly
By giving all he can
To make some secret dream come true,
Or follow through a plan.

A father's seldom-spoken love
Sounds clearly through the years --
Sometimes in peals of laughter,
Sometimes through happy tears.

Perhaps they have to speak their love
In a fashion all their own.
Because the love that fathers feel
Is too big for words alone!

(Author Unknown)

My father never says "I love you" or "I'm proud of you" or "You're important to me" loudly. He's not kinda guy who express his feeling through words. But I know, always know, that he loved me and I was his everything. That his children and wife were his everything.
I hear it when he laughed with me. When we joked and mocked each other. When he let me be me even when he didn't like it or approve it.
I know he's proud of me when he asked me to do something and I failed. But he'll ask me again. When we argued and fight because I know then that my opinion mattered otherwise he won't even bother to argue.
I hear "I love you" over and over through good days and bad days. When we had everything and when we lost everything we have. Through laughters and tears. Through sadness and pain. Through faith and doubt.
It's always "I love you"

I miss you, daddy. Yesterday, today, and tomorrow.
I miss you..and I always will.

'till we meet again



(August 16, 1953 - April 11, 2009)
 

There's a bomb explosion at JW Marriot Hotel and Ritz Carlton Hotel this morning. Both hotels are in Jakarta. It's a suicide bomb.
I'm speechless and angry. I can't understand why this is happening..again. It's the second attack on JW Marriot Jakarta. The first one happened few years ago and we finally able to move on, and now it's happened again.
Why people can be so mean and heartless? I'll never be able to understand. Lots of the victims are Indonesian. I mean they did this because they hate American? So stupid!! There's a woman that I dislike. She's American but I don't like her because she's annoying not because of her nationality. *i'm babbling now*
Anyway, Indonesian are not terrorist. There still are lots of good people here, trust me.
For all the vitcims (Indonesian or not) I'm so sorry..
It must stop now.
Say NO to violence!

My holiday will be started on July 18th. Two weeks off to do what ever I want and sleep as long as I want to. Probably spend some days at my cousin's house in Jakarta. Dunno, maybe next year I can afford to go to Bali for a change. Not this time though.

Next week on July 8th we -Indonesia- will have our second election. It's time to decide who's going to be our president and vice president for the next 5 years. I still haven't had any decision about whom  I'm going to choose. I hate politics. And they're wasting their time with empty promises. But I don't know maybe this time we'll be lucky enough so we'll have a leader who really care about his people and not about his pocket.


So anyway, 10 more days to summer break....yiiipppiiieeee!!!

Just got back from the movie with my sister. We saw Transformer 2 and the result is I loovee the movie. Totally worth the waiting. More robots,more actions.

It's kinda funny in a way coz I'm not a big fan of robots. I mean my brother've been talking about how cool the new Terminator's roborts are and I'm not interesting to see it. But Transformer is another story.

Autobots rock!!

In case you don't know what day is it today... It's FRIDAY!!!!
God, I love Friday. I don't have to work tomorrow. I mean I love my job but I guess I love day off more  =D

Note to self :
4 more weeks to summer holiday.. yiiiipppeee!!!!


So, have a nice weekend, people   =)

Itchy nose, sore throat, headache.. yup, welcome back again 'cold and flu'.
It's supposed to be a dry season here in Indonesia but it's still rain sometimes like  rainy season. Half of the day is hot and the other half is cold and rainy.
No wonder my cold back again.
Sucks...

Happy Birthday to shadownyc 
Have a great birthday and great celebration..  =)

On the other note, I have a relaxing day today. There are only 2 students who came to the class today so there's nothing much to do. But tomorrow will be hectic as usual when all of the students come to the class.

I love them even when they make me want to scream and cry...hehe.

Oh and last night I watched "20th Century Boys" and I kinda like it because they made the movie as close as possible to the comic. I love the comic, it's one of the best Japanesse comic I've ever read.
Can't wait for the second movie. Also can't wait for Transformer.
Right now I'm still debating with myself whether I'm going to see Terminator Salvation or not this weekend. I'm not a big fan of Terminator but can't resist Christian Bale.
Hmm..decision...decision..

Just a quick post :

Thanks to sian265 for the gift. It's lovely...   =)
Also to shadownyc for the birthday wishes and encouragement. Really appreciate it.

It's almost 2 months, dad..
but I still wish that you're here.
I never thought that I'm going to miss someone like this.
I'd give anything and I'd do everything just to see you again, even if only for a minute.
There's so many things I want to ask..and so many things I want to say.

Are you happy now?
Were you happy before?
Did you know how much we love you?
Did you know how much I love you?
Did I make you proud?


Life goes on with or without you here. No matter how much it's hurt we still have life to face. And I will live my life even without you as best as I can. That's a promise, dad.
But I never know that losing you make my heart  hurt. I never imagine that I can miss someone like this. But that's life.
So..till we meet again, papi. I'll always love you.